Biorevenge

The end of November, it’s time to have a moment of introspection. I need an examining of my life, my thoughts, and my feelings for the whole month.

I don’t know where to start. Maybe I really need to rectify my attitude to work first. Recently, I am a little bit lazy absent-minded. Actually, I did have an idea of what needed to be done whereas I didn’t feel like starting. That’s a really bad habit. My everyday’s life was just filled with serials of worthless mechanical movements, which cerebration was not involved. I was just like a drunk driver in a beat-up old car, down a road leading me nowhere… I should make a change.

The most important and urgent tasks for me are to write the manuscript of my experiments and to prepare for my opening report. But another disgusting task came. I have to upload some documents to the website of so-called courses of good quality of Hubei province, which I deleted before because it was a long time since the documents were uploaded for the first time… I wanna fuck the people who ask for trouble…

However, life was not full of bullshit and nonsense. Finally, I found my echte Liebe, which is, I suppose, the most precious thing I should cherish. Words pale when describing such feelings, they seem insufficient even to measure the joy and passion you bring to me.